Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Spiraling and spinning

So I guess I can update a few things, but not really explain a whole lot. The details take so long, and I am so tired.
After only 7 months of "marriage" I find myself NEEDING to get out of it. For my own self respect, self worth, and so on, I have to accept the fact that this just didn't work out. I'm not going to sling any mud, make any accusations or hash out the details. I am just going to accept that I have been someone's expendable item, and try to carry on. This whole experience has brought me a lot of sadness, sorrow, tears, and regret. However, I have learned a lot too, and yet again, the outpouring of support, love, and understanding from my friends and family has been the reason I am able to keep going. Thank you to everyone for standing by me, for being so understanding, and for protecting me no matter what.
Sure, I can accept that I have faults, everyone does. I thought I knew when to say enough is enough, but it seems as though, that came about 8 months too late. I will recover, I will bounce back, and I will carry on. It will eventually be okay.

Monday, June 21, 2010

So much happened in such a short time

This is just one small post concerning a life altering event that may very soon meet me on my path of life. Stay tuned for more. It is either yes or no, black or white, hello or goodbye. My heart has been split in half and those halves into many other pieces. I am on another journey to find who I am, who I've always been, yet again. Otherwise known as my identity.